Mes wrote:I had tears in these cases too, when something was found out after long time, but for me it was always the tears of a kind of relief and a deep sadness about what happened. The similarity to your case is that it was independent from me too. Of course it can be also that they made you cry, they really can make with us quite much things. :)
its not really cry, its somehow i got invlountary tears on both eyes(just one time type, not non stop type) and then got bombard with non stop sadness, that makes something like artificial constructed cry
i would like to add to the list
manipulation of thoughts
- crossing the road and then saw the scene of motorcycle/car got hit by accident in mind when in fact there is nothing
- petting dog and then suddenly saw in mind the head of the dog got stab by knife
manipulation of laziness
- when you want to do something important, suddenly your mind present something to you attractive to you,like surfing the internet, or just make you feel resting on the bed for a short while is a very nice experience, if you just accept whatever presented to you. you will go inside their trap set nicely for you
- when you have ideas to do something, they will asssociate that thought almost instantly to something like forget about it, it wont work, it doesnt make sense, or make you keep delay it
manipulation of sexual drive
- this can be presented to you in a variety of ways to manipulate you, deceit you, go to the wrong path, waster your time or suck your energy
manipulation of greed
- show/project to you a vision where it is possible for you to earn/get a lot of money from spending/invest more from something which is way out of the way from real life where they manipulate all opportunities of you and thus reducing your available money
splintering of attention
- trigger random people to contact you or call you to disrupt your thought process when you are in a critical situation
manipulation of urge
- for example , give u urge to scratch your hair when in fact you know you shouldnt do it, it would make your hair look more bald
the same feeling keep coming again and again, maybe you can resist it when you are alert, but when you are even a bit less careful, you will find yourself scratching your hair much later after the act of scratching hair has been committed