Hi!
Posted: 10 Jan 2014 15:22
Greetings,
I am a 37 year old from Sweden. As a person I guess I have always been kinda of non-competitive (I like improving myself but is generally not motivated to 'win' relative to someone else etc.) About 5 years ago I started to get interested in the mechanics of money, banking and the financial system.
I started to work in the periphery of the financial business and I suppose that doing that made it more noticable to me that something central to our society is wrong. Prior to this I was mostly kindo of figuring that 'things just don't work as they should' but not that there was specific forces that cause this 'malfunctions'.
However, interest in the mechanics of the monetary system spread to to history - 20th century history by trying to understand where our existing institutions stemmed from (League of Nations/UN, Bretton Woods, IMF etc.) and then backwards in time to the time of trade domination by Venice (also involving the Vatican, reformation, Jesuit order, Freemasonry etc.)
During the last 2 years this interest in 'trying to find out how things work' has led into more spiritual areas. Among other I have looked into Metu Neter (first time I considered meditation), Walter Russell, Bashar... and among these I have various websites discussing lightworkers, ascension, densities, etc. While I like the first three mentioned - generally, I have often get a bad feeling when I come across a lot of the discussions about 'lightworking and ascension' on internet websites. I have not identified exactly why this is but perhaps it is simply because in some of the places where this is being discussed their particular does not feel exactly true to me.
What initially caught my interest was Hamourapi2012's post on Cobra's blog (yes, I suppose I am another new member coming from Cobra's blog :) and then also specifically the idea that the individual is a an evolution from oneness. I.e. although I am all for working together and focusing on 'service for others' - I never particularly liked the idea that the goal of my consciousness was to somehow be 'swallowed' up by a larger part. At least not in the way that some of the sites present the idea. Your description that 'the base soul retain full identity' while evolving feels more natural for me to accept.
As of today - I am still searching and I can identify with a few of the other posts on this forum; that it is not always easy to just search and search and search without getting substantial feedback that show that what you are doing is he rights thing in the right direction. Especially with all the disinformation that is out there.
A friend of mine told me at one time that I have a **** soul - which not one of those souls listed in your wiki. Possibly in relation to being a wanderer - I don't know if that is possible? Anyways, i will continue to search for more understanding on purpose and contribution - and while doing that try to live a good life.
Cheers and thank you for doing this site!
I am a 37 year old from Sweden. As a person I guess I have always been kinda of non-competitive (I like improving myself but is generally not motivated to 'win' relative to someone else etc.) About 5 years ago I started to get interested in the mechanics of money, banking and the financial system.
I started to work in the periphery of the financial business and I suppose that doing that made it more noticable to me that something central to our society is wrong. Prior to this I was mostly kindo of figuring that 'things just don't work as they should' but not that there was specific forces that cause this 'malfunctions'.
However, interest in the mechanics of the monetary system spread to to history - 20th century history by trying to understand where our existing institutions stemmed from (League of Nations/UN, Bretton Woods, IMF etc.) and then backwards in time to the time of trade domination by Venice (also involving the Vatican, reformation, Jesuit order, Freemasonry etc.)
During the last 2 years this interest in 'trying to find out how things work' has led into more spiritual areas. Among other I have looked into Metu Neter (first time I considered meditation), Walter Russell, Bashar... and among these I have various websites discussing lightworkers, ascension, densities, etc. While I like the first three mentioned - generally, I have often get a bad feeling when I come across a lot of the discussions about 'lightworking and ascension' on internet websites. I have not identified exactly why this is but perhaps it is simply because in some of the places where this is being discussed their particular does not feel exactly true to me.
What initially caught my interest was Hamourapi2012's post on Cobra's blog (yes, I suppose I am another new member coming from Cobra's blog :) and then also specifically the idea that the individual is a an evolution from oneness. I.e. although I am all for working together and focusing on 'service for others' - I never particularly liked the idea that the goal of my consciousness was to somehow be 'swallowed' up by a larger part. At least not in the way that some of the sites present the idea. Your description that 'the base soul retain full identity' while evolving feels more natural for me to accept.
As of today - I am still searching and I can identify with a few of the other posts on this forum; that it is not always easy to just search and search and search without getting substantial feedback that show that what you are doing is he rights thing in the right direction. Especially with all the disinformation that is out there.
A friend of mine told me at one time that I have a **** soul - which not one of those souls listed in your wiki. Possibly in relation to being a wanderer - I don't know if that is possible? Anyways, i will continue to search for more understanding on purpose and contribution - and while doing that try to live a good life.
Cheers and thank you for doing this site!