guilt
Posted: 30 Mar 2017 23:03
"Knowing that all the negative things that happened in the past and still happens to me... are not my fault..."
This was the answer i gave a person, when she told me to answer a question without thinking of it.. to just said whatever comes first.... the question was: what was the thing that has make u more happy in recent memory ...
I know is a bit too general.. and just before answering, when she said she was gonna ask me something and i had to answer right away, i felt vulnerable, and i was not gonna do it... if it was someone else, i wouldnt have done it... but i did... and im glad.. because it is true... i realize that people carry this weight with them, this kind of guilt of things they have done in the past, and things theyve done and hurted people meanwhile... without realizing that it was not their fault... it was the enviroment that forced them to do it.. ok.. this only applies to lights...
So.. i know that for a lots of lights that still cant see this place as a prision, they have to deal a lot with guilt, because they know hurting others is not right.. but this place has forced to do in diferent ways in the past.. direct or indirect... so, they suffer because of that..
remember... every negative aspect of you is not you!.. you are the good in you.. the bad is external.. haha, i know i have said it a lot... but... people just wont listen!