Hi Rhea
thanks for that...it doesn't sort out my doubts but it give me more hints to search further
it appears that I'm here from very long time ago (since 1 mission and technically I'm one of your uncles 'cause I'm one of your mother's brother
) and what I understand it's that consciousness is so important that make your reality as it is. Literally it determine your vision of what's around you and your possibility to awake and act.
So as I can say that consciousness it's as a "sintesi" (a union of various aspect) of you in which various part of us come together to give you a picture, in a specific moment and time, which we call present.
You wrote
As we must look at our past deeds, words, experiences to find the next step, we must notice that some of our own footprints are frozen ice. It is too slippery and dangerous to step in the same place. So even traveling to remember something, we make a new path, choosing our steps carefully to include our current understandings.
This makes them ours, anew. Strengthening the soul. So we step forward, becoming more of our own being.
so it is the incarnated consciousness which make the soul stronger?
the eternal present in which we can say "I exist!" it is consciousness?
sorry if I this appears a bit ermetic, it seems to be one of my characteristic