I know it sounded exaggerated in the past when we were stating how hard things are for us/the team involved in the battles but nowadays that many of you out there experience quite a lot of side effects from the cleanings, you can probably understand this much better.
I must admit that in my first 45 earthy life years I had some pride issues and would have never ever allowed myself to ask for any kind of help and surely not for donations. I would rather die than ask. It took me a very long while to overcome myself and do what I had to do. And this is the point: what I had to do, what the job was demanding from me. Part of my 3d job was/is to provide the necessary for the surviving of the ones that put all their energy into the war and are not able to do most of the everyday things themselves. This includes begging (asking for help/donations) to pay what needs to be paid to have a somehow safe place to live and work, going for groceries even with strong pains if there is no way to avoid it, cooking, doing the laundry, cleaning (a little bit, as much as I can) the place and the toilette etc. None of them is the kind of job everyone dreams of when they say that they want to help the mission. There is nothing "glorious" in cleaning and cooking, yet I am happy to be able to do this little bit in my not so good 3d state (I do have some good days now and then though and lately more often than in the last years). I do what it takes without moaning because I know that I do it for the sake of all lights that put all their hopes in us when this whole thing started. Many of them didn't make it, others became traitors or dark supporters
but the rest is still there doing whatever needed as long as needed.Anyway, I don't want to talk about myself here, I only want to show you that the contribution to the mission is not always what we would like it to be. Once you are in the job you simply don't have a "life" or to put it better: the job IS your life. This doesn't make your 3d life better straight away, it rather makes it more difficult. Still, you shouldn't ignore yourself totally and you should do something for yourself/your 3d avatar too (at least try to).
Your job is not what you want it to be. Your job is to do what needs to be done either you like it or not. You can choose what to do when you'll be free from dark influences and no longer slave of the dark system. For the time being you "only" have to survive as good as possible and do for the mission whatever you CAN do. Whatever you do, you don't do it for us (our physical avatars down here) but for the mission. This was a point that I couldn't really get in the past. I thought I was doing whatever I was doing for someone because I wanted to do it. Sure, I did want to do it but I only wanted it because it was my real job (I was only unaware of it
). Remember whatever you spend on the mission is lost for the darks and darks are always after every little bit they can get from you, energy, money, attention, simply everything. Maybe they do need it nowadays after all the battles
I wouldn't give them anything willingly but they do take much from me/us in order to survive down here. Last but not least, I want to THANK all our members and the couple non-members that have donated in the past and especially the ones that keep donating every month. Also big THANKS to everyone that translated and spread our posts in any way. Without your support we wouldn't have made it so far!
I never forget the ones that did me/us good.
To cooking and cleaning for job mission and surviving and supporting. 
. Your commitment, endurance and suffering are more than what you express here, this is just a small glimpse. You give SO much. Thank you for doing the mundane, energy-sapping jobs and everything else to keep the mission on track. 
