You can as well erase, move or no comment it ... it doesn't even fit in this topic but ... it's a moment and I'll make a note ...
As in many occasions when Frank posts something like that that supposed to be "just a song" ... I never see/hear/feel just a song (not alwasy, but many times yes) ... I know it's not general, but for me it flows in that kind of directions ...
Same was with this song ...
Very turbulent days ... cleanings, side effects, inside triggerings as they for sure go along ... I noticed (felt) also with many forum members ... emotions, emotional pain, physical pain as a result of past or super past emotional disturbance, pain or trauma ...
And then I see the song ...
It's not just nice nad beautiful and relaxing ... at least not for me ... it turned me upside down ... itself and what my actions were afterward ... my heart ... my past .. my past emotional dramas ... I'm not musical at all ... I can't play any instrument, I can't sing, I'm ... probably at least half tone death ... but this song that I've heard for the first time triggered in me things ... and also ... I've heard it ... a bit different that I usually hear music or language ... I've heard it clearly (usually it was like I was disturbed, not all and everything came right into my eras and brains), clearly as a result of cleaning etc. ... and ... I knew it by heart right away ... not only that ... sang in perfect tone as well
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But ... as me wouldn't be me ... I need a bit more drama ...
As I was so drawned into this song ... my own "warnings" have failed ... and I started to click celtic/druid music on the right ... well, talking about imapct ... nothing really can compare to what I experineced in already second second of for example "Dance of the druids song" ... description like " dramatised dramatic drama" would fit best ... why such reactions? ... much very painful physical pain also burst out (exact like cleaning like or rather on same spots when I feel it at cleaning in action) ...
So ...
Now I again don't know what to do ... avoid or not ... I don't mind what "comes out" when listening ... in a way I feel it good for me as like cleanings gets a burst ... also I feel I need to get out all those masses of emotions I carry ... but ... what if I'm wrong? ... as now all I have been left is headache and burning cheecks
Of course ... for me my drama
never ends ... as I liked the music and feelings I was starting to play with a thought to download this "Outlander" series (haven't got a clue what it is about) ... but when saw some fragments ... not sure if it's a safe thing to do ... my heart will probably burst
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